Could Have This Been Prevented?
1:09 Mar 8th, 2012 | 8 notes
waystobecruel:
lokiisnotaverage:
waystobecruel:
“So…What do you think of it all? About him, about the situation? Because for me, it was a huge surprise, a very unexpected and an unwanted surprise. But what about you? You live with him….have you ever noticed something…strange about his behavior around you? Anything now that you wouldn’t have caught on to before?”
I thought maybe talking about it a little might resolve some of his confusion. I glanced at him after he had gone quiet, not having answered me.
“I…I don’t know, to be honest, Tony,” I said, which was the truth after all. “I just…he’s my brother, I love him. He’s never act-“
I suddenly feel as if my throat closes up. Yes, he’s acted like this on multiple occasions. I go quiet as I replay them in my mind, a blush creeping on my face as it did so.
I notice his face growing hot and he bites his lower lip, swiping his tongue over it as well. His eyes glaze over in deep thought, making them appear shinier and more electrifying. A sudden, blood chilling question pops into my mind, making my breath catch in my throat. A question that I dreaded what the answer would be…..but damn it, I had to know.
“Loki…..if he has acted that way around you, with out knowing it or not….d-did you ever find yourself…..liking it?”
My heart stops and it feels as if ice runs down my spine.
I look at Tony and notice the worry and fear in his eyes. No, I couldn’t tell him…I can’t…
I hold a hand to my mouth, trying to make myself shut up about it, making myself not talk.
I didn’t want to hurt him and I didn’t want to see him angry. When i look back at him again, I sense something dangerous about him.
“Tony…” I whisper and try to touch his arm.
Could Have This Been Prevented?
12:23 Mar 8th, 2012 | 8 notes
waystobecruel:
“So…What do you think of it all? About him, about the situation? Because for me, it was a huge surprise, a very unexpected and an unwanted surprise. But what about you? You live with him….have you ever noticed something…strange about his behavior around you? Anything now that you wouldn’t have caught on to before?”
I thought maybe talking about it a little might resolve some of his confusion. I glanced at him after he had gone quiet, not having answered me.
“I…I don’t know, to be honest, Tony,” I said, which was the truth after all. “I just…he’s my brother, I love him. He’s never act-“
I suddenly feel as if my throat closes up. Yes, he’s acted like this on multiple occasions. I go quiet as I replay them in my mind, a blush creeping on my face as it did so. (Source: lokiisnotaverage)
Could Have This Been Prevented?
11:46 Mar 7th, 2012 | 8 notes
waystobecruel:
lokiisnotaverage:
waystobecruel:
lokiisnotaverage:
It was at least two days until I was released from the hospital. The broken ribs and bruises and cuts weren’t the only injuries I had sustained. I was so doped up on medicine that I didn’t realize that i had broken my leg as well.
That was a total bummer for me.
Tony walked with me, helping me get used to crutches since I haven’t had them since elementary school.
“So, the doctor just told me to rest my leg and take medicine until they can take the cast off in six weeks. This really sucks for my job record…” I said.
“No, I know Mr. Shinburo, he’s a kindly man and he has great sympathy for you. And he likes you the best because he says you work the hardest, so he think’s this time off of work is good for you. Says you work a bit ‘too’ hard.” I chuckle.
We walk around the little outside area, which I was wary about with Loki’s condition, but he insisted that if he just laid around all day, he’d get lazy. Even so, I kept a steady hand on his back, just in case. With him having more time to rest, he looks a lot better. I lean over to peck him on his cheek and he smiles over at me.
I smile and give him a sweet kiss on the lips.
“Thank you for being here, Tony,” I say lovingly.
Tony was actually a great person, once you get underneath all of that stubbornness and pride and even that wasn’t easy…well, that and if he took an interest in you.
We walk around the area until I get tired of hopping about on crutches. Tony leads me to a bench and we sit in the warm sun. I take his hand in mine and smile.
It was all good, spending time with Loki like this and Thor hadn’t shown his face or stopped by during the two days. Even after I had told Loki the harsh truth about Thor, I could see that Loki still wanted him here, sometimes, even when I was with him, he’d look so lonely. Like right now, he smiles and holds my hand tightly, but the far away look in his eyes told me that his thoughts were distracted by something else.
“….You thinking about him?” I grumble, biting the inside of my cheek. Obviously, I was still bitter, but I tried not to show it as much, so not to concern Loki.
“…Yeah,” I answered softly. I knew by Tony’s voice that he was still angry about that. “He’s my brother, why wouldn’t I think about him?”
I had to admit that right now, my feelings were everywhere in my head. I was just so confused and torn between Thor and Tony.
Why couldn’t I have just went away with Tony now? Nothing would’ve happened, then.
Could Have This Been Prevented?
11:14 Mar 7th, 2012 | 8 notes
waystobecruel:
lokiisnotaverage:
It was at least two days until I was released from the hospital. The broken ribs and bruises and cuts weren’t the only injuries I had sustained. I was so doped up on medicine that I didn’t realize that i had broken my leg as well.
That was a total bummer for me.
Tony walked with me, helping me get used to crutches since I haven’t had them since elementary school.
“So, the doctor just told me to rest my leg and take medicine until they can take the cast off in six weeks. This really sucks for my job record…” I said.
“No, I know Mr. Shinburo, he’s a kindly man and he has great sympathy for you. And he likes you the best because he says you work the hardest, so he think’s this time off of work is good for you. Says you work a bit ‘too’ hard.” I chuckle.
We walk around the little outside area, which I was wary about with Loki’s condition, but he insisted that if he just laid around all day, he’d get lazy. Even so, I kept a steady hand on his back, just in case. With him having more time to rest, he looks a lot better. I lean over to peck him on his cheek and he smiles over at me.
I smile and give him a sweet kiss on the lips.
“Thank you for being here, Tony,” I say lovingly.
Tony was actually a great person, once you get underneath all of that stubbornness and pride and even that wasn’t easy…well, that and if he took an interest in you.
We walk around the area until I get tired of hopping about on crutches. Tony leads me to a bench and we sit in the warm sun. I take his hand in mine and smile.
Could Have This Been Prevented?
10:19 Mar 7th, 2012 | 8 notes
It was at least two days until I was released from the hospital. The broken ribs and bruises and cuts weren’t the only injuries I had sustained. I was so doped up on medicine that I didn’t realize that i had broken my leg as well.
That was a total bummer for me.
Tony walked with me, helping me get used to crutches since I haven’t had them since elementary school.
“So, the doctor just told me to rest my leg and take medicine until they can take the cast off in six weeks. This really sucks for my job record…” I said.
Waking Up
8:52 Mar 7th, 2012 | 25 notes
waystobecruel:
lokiisnotaverage:
waystobecruel:
lokiisnotaverage:
waystobecruel:
“He…I saw him kissing you. And not your regular brotherly kisses. He was intensely lip locked with you, while you were sleeping…”
I held my breath, waiting for Loki’s reaction. My finger drumming doubled in speed as my eyes bore into Loki’s.
I…couldn’t believe what I had heard.
Thor…kissed me?
I looked away from Tony, then brought my trembling fingers up to my lips. I imagined Thor’s lips on mine, gently brushing them, and then kissing me gently.
I blushed, but I was also worried…worried what Tony would do to Thor.
I couldn’t tell what Loki’s reaction meant. He was surprised, yes, but he didn’t look all to upset about it. I clench my hand gently around his, sighing a heavy breath.
“You must feel….horrified, betrayed, practically violated, to find out that your demented brother feels this way about you. Something is severely wrong with him Loki. You should do something about it before he starts to act on his more…sinister desires.” I clenched my jaw when I imagined Thor, doing sick, unforgiving things to Loki. Kissing him, licking, stroking him, taking complete and full advantage of helpless Loki by brute, uncaring force.
I felt my hands twitch at the urge to straggle and beat the living shit out of Thor until he was the one laying all mangled up in his very own hospital bed.
I turned to Tony, seeing him angry made me very worried, but I was also slightly angry that he would say stuff like that about my brother.
“Tony, he’s not demented, nor am I angry about this…maybe he was just confused, that’s all,” I defended.
To be honest, I think I was confused. Confused about this whole situation altogether…and confused about Thor.
“Pfft. No, he confirmed afterwards that he did it on purpose and confessed his sick obsession and lust for you is what he said. If I didn’t catch him in time when I did, who knows, he might’ve done more of what he wanted with you. All of it…just sickens me.”
I stare at him, waiting for his equal disgust and agreement on the fact that Thor was deranged, a sick, incestious bastard. There was no way on this god damned world that I would let Loki be taken advantaged of by his so called ‘loving’ brother.
Oh…Oh no…
“Thor? Thor did that…to me?” I asked quietly, disbelieving Tony.
I didn’t know what to feel. Of course I love my brother, but my brother loves me in another way in which….I might as well. It was a confusing feeling, because I loved Tony and I was so dedicated to Tony.
Everything was just so confusing now.
Waking Up
12:20 Mar 7th, 2012 | 25 notes
waystobecruel:
lokiisnotaverage:
waystobecruel:
“He…I saw him kissing you. And not your regular brotherly kisses. He was intensely lip locked with you, while you were sleeping…”
I held my breath, waiting for Loki’s reaction. My finger drumming doubled in speed as my eyes bore into Loki’s.
I…couldn’t believe what I had heard.
Thor…kissed me?
I looked away from Tony, then brought my trembling fingers up to my lips. I imagined Thor’s lips on mine, gently brushing them, and then kissing me gently.
I blushed, but I was also worried…worried what Tony would do to Thor.
I couldn’t tell what Loki’s reaction meant. He was surprised, yes, but he didn’t look all to upset about it. I clench my hand gently around his, sighing a heavy breath.
“You must feel….horrified, betrayed, practically violated, to find out that your demented brother feels this way about you. Something is severely wrong with him Loki. You should do something about it before he starts to act on his more…sinister desires.” I clenched my jaw when I imagined Thor, doing sick, unforgiving things to Loki. Kissing him, licking, stroking him, taking complete and full advantage of helpless Loki by brute, uncaring force.
I felt my hands twitch at the urge to straggle and beat the living shit out of Thor until he was the one laying all mangled up in his very own hospital bed.
I turned to Tony, seeing him angry made me very worried, but I was also slightly angry that he would say stuff like that about my brother.
“Tony, he’s not demented, nor am I angry about this…maybe he was just confused, that’s all,” I defended.
To be honest, I think I was confused. Confused about this whole situation altogether…and confused about Thor.
Waking Up
11:38 Mar 6th, 2012 | 25 notes
waystobecruel:
“He…I saw him kissing you. And not your regular brotherly kisses. He was intensely lip locked with you, while you were sleeping…”
I held my breath, waiting for Loki’s reaction. My finger drumming doubled in speed as my eyes bore into Loki’s.
I…couldn’t believe what I had heard.
Thor…kissed me?
I looked away from Tony, then brought my trembling fingers up to my lips. I imagined Thor’s lips on mine, gently brushing them, and then kissing me gently.
I blushed, but I was also worried…worried what Tony would do to Thor. (Source: lokiisnotaverage)
Waking Up
10:58 Mar 6th, 2012 | 25 notes
waystobecruel:
lokiisnotaverage:
waystobecruel:
lokiisnotaverage:
morehiddlesworth-thorki14:
It brought me great satisfaction to see how much Loki reacts to me being so affectionate and how much Tony was boiling over with jealousy. I bring up Loki’s injured hands and kissed them once again with such care.
“Yes I’ll be at home and you can call me if you need me for anything. I’ll try my best to clean around the house for when you come back okay?”
I nod sadly. “Alright…”
Then, he left, which just left Tony and I alone.
“I hate it when you two fight, you know that?” I said to Tony while examining my cuts and bruises.
“I know and I’m sorry, but he just won’t stop. He always thinks I’m trying to steal you away or something and won’t let up his possessive behavior. Sometimes I think he’s loves you just waaay too much…”
I hope he caught my little sliver of a hint that Thor was disturbingly OBSESSED with him, having sick fantasies about his own brother for fuck’s sake! And that little display he just showed off, who couldn’t miss it! It made my blood, as well as my stomach, churn. Disgusting, perverted bastard.
Something in Tony’s voice threw me off and it seemed as if he was hinting at something other than Thor’s brotherly love.
“Tony, what are you talking about?” I asked, “I know you’re saying something you shouldn’t…”
I look into his emerald pools that were full of concerned curiosity. I shifted my eyes around, really contemplating if I should mention that I caught Thor…kissing him last night…and about our discussion about it. I bit my lip, staring at him again and saw him impatiently waiting for my answer.
“…Ah, well, Thor, he…okay, when we found out about you being kept in the hospital, we both drove here. He got to you first and when I finally searched and found your room number…I caught him doing something…VERY questionable while you were past out.” I drummed my fingers nervously, thinking that telling him was starting to be a very VERY bad idea.
“Wait, what? Oh, was he doing something stupid again? What did he do? Draw a mustache on my face?” I asked, touching my face.
I then noticed Tony’s fingers drumming, a very noticeable sign that he was hesitant and nervous.
“What? What is it?”
Waking Up
10:18 Mar 6th, 2012 | 25 notes
waystobecruel:
lokiisnotaverage:
morehiddlesworth-thorki14:
It brought me great satisfaction to see how much Loki reacts to me being so affectionate and how much Tony was boiling over with jealousy. I bring up Loki’s injured hands and kissed them once again with such care.
“Yes I’ll be at home and you can call me if you need me for anything. I’ll try my best to clean around the house for when you come back okay?”
I nod sadly. “Alright…”
Then, he left, which just left Tony and I alone.
“I hate it when you two fight, you know that?” I said to Tony while examining my cuts and bruises.
“I know and I’m sorry, but he just won’t stop. He always thinks I’m trying to steal you away or something and won’t let up his possessive behavior. Sometimes I think he’s loves you just waaay too much…”
I hope he caught my little sliver of a hint that Thor was disturbingly OBSESSED with him, having sick fantasies about his own brother for fuck’s sake! And that little display he just showed off, who couldn’t miss it! It made my blood, as well as my stomach, churn. Disgusting, perverted bastard.
Something in Tony’s voice threw me off and it seemed as if he was hinting at something other than Thor’s brotherly love.
“Tony, what are you talking about?” I asked, “I know you’re saying something you shouldn’t…”
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